[08 Aug 2007|01:46am] Hello LiveJournal. It has been a while, but alas, I have returned. I go back to school this Sunday for all the RA crap. Pretty much New Paltz is NOT paying me to be its bitch. This is going to be a quick week. Wednesday: Working at the lab (Last day?) and packing/cleaning. Thursday: Babysitting until 11 then going to NP to straighten out bill bs. Friday: Six Flag (I STILL don't know how I got dragged into going to this) Saturday: Partying it up for my 21st on Sue's boat with my favorite crew <3 Sunday: Bringing a whole lotta shit to a third story room in a building that has no elevator or ac My asperations for the next year include to FINALLY get a 4.0 Spend a lot of time with my pleasantly pregnant best friend Be an AWESOME RA On the cooler/more costly side of things Escape RA training and see my first Umphrey's show after my 21st Go to Texas for a two night run (UM of course) Hit every NE tour date in october Go to 3 NYEs shows wherever they may be (NY????) GO TO JAM IN THE DAM IN AMSTERDAM (4 night run of Umphrey's and legal drugs) STUDY IN SPAIN FOR THE SUMMER!!!!!!!!!! ($3000 LOAN!!?????) /Savings That would bring my total of Umphrey's shows in history to 55 and the years total to 20 (a 110% decrease from last year!!!!) I guess also in my goals is to work more which will be difficult now that I'm an RA and am taking 17 credits. 1 said what they meant | Say Anything

[24 Apr 2007|01:03pm] Well, I have no updated in forever and I am thinking that I would like to start writing in here so I can remember things for later. 1) Orange people gross me out. How can they think they look good? They are giving themselves cancer AND they are orange. The two things don't even work separately and since they go together, that makes orange people twice as stupid. 2) My roomate is a crazy biotch. I will stand by this even though we are getting along right now. The reason things started going downhill was because she thought I liked her and so she decided to be cold to me. She said that she was frieked out about the person things that I told her so soon into meeting her yet I only advertised the big picture and SHE asked about details. And then she advertised her own stuff that was pretty personal. In out "showdown" she brought up that I told her personal things so soon and it frieked her out and I had to remind her that she asked me to tell her and she told me stuff of her own. Now, she looked confused and was like...What did I tell you? And I told her all the things that she told me that I remembered and she was in shock (She is crazy though.) She said that she got frieked out because I told her that me getting along with her has made my first experience away at school a good one. I was telling her that as a compliment but she took that as me telling her that I was her best friend which frieked her out. OBVIOUSLY, if I had wanted to be her best friend, I would ask to hang out with her, right? Nope I never did because I thought she was toleratable, not a best friend. So, from this, she decided that she needed to be cold towards me and to do this, she would simply not respond to me when I would walk into the room and say hellp. First of all, even if I didn't like her, I would say hello anyway and I would expect a "hello" back because that's what SANE PEOPLE DO!!!!!!!!!!! That's kinda just the beginning. She does this with everyone. She thinks that people are getting to close to her and pushes them away because...it scares her..? To have friends is something that she utterly cannot handle. Now this is coming from the person who calls me immature because I have a bad memory. At this point, I am thinking that she is lucky to have a me as a roomate. NO ONE ELSE COULD STAND HER!! She told me that she roomed with a best friend (I thought she didn't allow herself to have them though..?) and they didn't speak for four months and she didn't know why. HOW COULD YOU DO THAT? I think that that shows utter insanity. Now this is coming from the girl who told me that she felt like she was living with a toddler because she always has to tell me what to do. THAT IS EXACTLY MY POINT. Bitch always thinks she has to tell me what to do! It is my goddamn room too! See this rant should have happened pre-confrontation but the fact is, I am simply not over this and never will be. She thinks she can go back to being friendly with everything fine and IT MAKES ME SICK!!!! 3) I am sick of going to the city. Why the hell did my boyfriend of 2 years have to move to New York fucking City. I am not a city person. I can't live in a 7 x 9 room that is utterly digusting and probably unsanity for a weekend. It makes me so lazy. All I do is eat and IT IS REPULSIVE!! Now, granted I love the people that live in his hall, but still. I go down there and I sit in bed all day. I honestly wouldn't be surprised if I had a fucking bed sore lol. I feel so unhealthy when I go there and I shouldn't feel like my health is compromised to see my boyfriend. Now, he's living there in the summer and has 2 full years after that!!! 4) I want school to be over SOOO bad. I have done almost all of my work really early so that the end of my semester would go well and I'm so glad for that. I only have one project left which I have a good chunk done on it. I cannot live in that room with her anymore!! I hate going back to my room and being afraid that she will yell at me for something. That is why I left home!! If I wanted to be berated every minute, I would've not payed $2000 and would've stayed at home with my dad as my suit mate. Thank you, bitch, for ruining my time and money. You should not be allowed to have any contact with human beings because you obviously cannot handle it. 5) Despite this, I am really still the person who is happy almost all of the time. I am going to be an RA next semester, I applied for all the scholarships I qualified for, and I applied to be a student ambassador (although I did not get it). I am doing everything that I should be doing and it makes me feel really good! I will apply again for student ambassador and I will find out in early May about the scholarships...I think I will get some! 6) What should I do in the summer? I know that I can have a job at the math lab but the problem is that I would have to take a class that would cost me $150. I would like to take the class but I dunno. I am having my surgery on June 11th so I would have to miss a week at the lab but other than that, I could work the whole summer. I might have to miss the first week, however, I dunno. I am applying to work at a summer camp with Ashley but I dont want the job unless I work with Ashley and I could work at the camp and the mathlab at the same time. Okay, so you probably didn't read my rant(s) but that's okay. I might just make all the entries private since they will all probably be long like this and I don't know how to make a cut. I do, actually, feel better after this. I have class in 35 minutes which is enough time to just chill so..I guess that's good. Friday, I am going to sing a song with TMO. I know that I would be cool with singing with them and I think the show will be fun but I don't want to sing the song they want me to sing. I'm not sure what song I do want to sing but I know that I don't really want to sing Bully. Oh well, I am going anyway. 8 days of classes left!!! 2 said what they meant | Say Anything

[05 Aug 2006|10:51pm] So I've been hearing lately that the whole "scene" is dying out and man I hope so. STOP BEING EMO MOTHER FUCKERS YOU PUSSIES. On another note, Jaclyn I love you <3 3 said what they meant | Say Anything

[05 Aug 2006|04:30pm] If I performed the dance I just did on "So You Think You Can Dance," then those biznotches would have nothin on me. 1 said what they meant | Say Anything

[03 Aug 2006|05:26pm] There are no words None. 2 said what they meant | Say Anything

[29 Jul 2006|09:10pm] Drinking isn't even fun with these people. If you can't drink together, then what do you have??? 1 said what they meant | Say Anything

[28 Jul 2006|10:16pm] Hello livejournal. I am very bored. So bored I cannot even explain it. Although it may be my fault because I dont want to hang out with 30 people I don't know, I'm just not good at meeting more than one person at a time. All these people do it talk. Sit and talk so it's not even like I could eventually get to know them because we are actually doing something. But they sit and talk. And they talk about things that have happened here in this gay place during previous year and they never go into detail as to what happened. They just skim the details so I don't have any idea what they are talking about and I completely loose interest. I wish it was light out so I could go for a run. That's all I've been doing here is going for some really nice jogs but today my leg started hurting so I decided not to push it. I wish I was home so bad I really can't express it. There are so many people here none of which I know. And it's worst because I didn't want to go and I told Francis I did want to go and all the reasons that it made sense for me not to go. They all have happened and I wish I didn't come. Everyone keeps on telling me that I'm gonna have so much fun but I just cannot envision it. And today I tried but it really was not happening. I'm so bored I could cry. Seriously. The only time I was remotely happy was when I had Taco Bell and Dairy Queen and spent money at the mall. I didn't really get anything too good but I got a collar and a shirt for Brooke, a puzzle book, and Francis and I got used DVD's,. 3 for $10 and we got 6. It was awesome because 2 of the movies were movies I was planning on renting in the near future so I guess I made out like a bandit. Now the adults have asked me to go outside but I received a warning. Watch out, we're talking about 20 years ago. Great. I get to hear more people talk about more things that I wasn't there to experience. I probably sound like I'm being a bratty bitch but seriously all these people do is talk and talk and I just want to do something. Grrrrr. Say Anything

[26 Jul 2006|01:11pm] If I were to pick one food that I could eat for the rest of my life, it would definitely be tacos....mmmm Say Anything

[24 May 2006|07:57pm] oh... and I got a new dog!! She's A black lab mix and she's sooo cute! I also bought a new laptop. Its a. Gateway tablet. My grades were 2 A's, 2 Bus and ac. the C was unavoidable. I tried as hard as I could but the class was just so hard. This weekend, I'm going to my first festival of the summer. It's in Illinois and me and Francis are leaving at 10PM tomorrow so we're driving throughout the night. well American Idol is on! woot! Go Taylor! Say Anything

[24 May 2006|07:46pm] Cross your fingers for Taylor!! Say Anything

[09 May 2006|06:12pm] So Francis is being a complete and utter bitch lately and does not know what his problem is but it is totally pissing me off. I wish he would pull the stick out of his ass and chill. And it's funnu because I am the one who's getting my period. Anyway, retard thinks he broke his toe which is probably a really bad idea since festival season is right under our nose. Speaking of that SETH - Do you want to go to Bonnaroo? I would call you right now but I'm at work all night and I forgot my phone. By back to the toe. he probably didn't break it but I'm not doubting his pain by any means. I have a take home test, a paper, and three finals standing between myself and one hell of a summer. Rock on. Say Anything

[07 May 2006|08:03pm] So I just found out that pretty much almost all of my friends have done coke. People from school, festivals, and other friends. I am very unsure as to feel about this.... 3 said what they meant | Say Anything

[25 Apr 2006|03:49pm] So we put Sassy to sleep today. I loved her so much and will miss her. Rip Sassy 1 said what they meant | Say Anything

[20 Apr 2006|10:57am] Tomorrow is the day that I have been looking forward to for so long. I have so much work to do but I'm doing it. That's how excited I am. I am insistant upon having every single last problem that is due tomorrow completed TODAY. And that leaves 2 sections of a lab report (due today), 5 physics questions, and one calc problem that will most likely take me a really long time. When I get home, I'm gonna play guitar, watch tv, whatever the hell I want. Because tomorrow is THE DAY, and I want it to come as soon as possible. AS SOON AS FRIEKEN POSSIBLE. 24 hours and I'll be on the train on my way! :) Say Anything

[19 Apr 2006|10:55am] I am very overwhelmed. I have too much due in too stort of a period of time. Friday I have 2 questions from a take home test, a homework question and practice exercises all from calc. I also have a physics homework which I've started but it will probably take me a while. Tomorrow I have to finish a lab report and do a prelab. I have to have everything done by thursday night since I'm leaving right after calc. Because I am going to see UMPHREY'S MCGEE. twice. in the city. and one of those, I have vip tickets for so it's gonna be killa sweet. IS IT OVER YET? I don't know why i've been updating the lj lately but I feel like I need to ne at a computer doing something that isn't just checking my email and seeing if any of the websites that I look at have been updated. Well I'm gonna be late to class. Say Anything

[18 Apr 2006|03:34pm] So i went to the doctors today to see how my catscan of my sinuses looks and I was kinda hoping that there was a problem so that we would know how to fix it but it was perfect he said. So now he thinks that it's a bunch of other things that may make it seem like I have chronis sinus infections. The ear infections he narrowed down to getting water in my ear in the shower which i think is the easy way out since i've never showered with ear plugs and have never had chronic ear infections after the age of 7. He thinks I may be so tired because I have sleep apnea. That's where you stop breathing in your sleep so you can never get into a deep sleep. I really do'nt htink I have it but to see if I do, I have to go to a lab and sleep for that night. I told my doctor that I don't think I'd be able to sleep a whole night in a lab and he just looked at me all pissed. The headaches and sinus congestion he blames on allergies. I think he's right htere because I've already been tested for allergies and tested positive (although on a small level) to everything they tested me for so I have to get another allergy test to see if my allergies have changed which hopefully they have because fixing allergy problems is easy. I guess since I think it'sd a problem with my allergies that I should like vacuum and dust my room but that probably won't happen. So there's only 3 weeks and one day until the last day of classes which is good and bad. Bad because that means finals will be hear sooner which is pretty damn scary. Good because that means all I have is my finals left and THEN I AM FREE! But I still have soooo much work to do between now and the end of the semester. In linear I have an in class test, a project, 3 homeworks, a take home test, and a final. In Discrete I have one homework, one test, an oral presentation and a 3 page paper that I have already started. In physics I have 3 labs, 3 hws, an inclass test, and a final. In Calc, I have maybe 3 homeworks, 2 inclass test, and an in class final and in my one credit class, I have to write a paper and give a presentation today. I WANT SUMMER!!!!!!!!! Say Anything

[11 Apr 2006|08:53pm] Making my schedule for fall has been so damn irritating. I have a conflict with two classes taht are only offered once and I have to take both of them. It is my last semester here at DCC and I realyl hope that I get a waver to cover for that class because this is a GIANT PAIN IN MY ASS. Ya know, someday I want to graduate from Dutchess. Someday this will happen. My major problem is that engineering physics lab runs from 9-11:50 on thursdays. Computer science is Monday-Thursday but on thursday, it starts at 11. Now most labs do not take 2 hours. My physics teacher, however, will not admit to this and pretty much said no to telling the teacher that I wouldn't be late to more than 1 lab a month. I do not believe that I will be late that much. So far, I have only had 1 lab that took more than 2 hours. Why is he being a douche. BUT. In a perfect world, I would get approved to make my schedule with 2 courses clashing and this is what it would look like Monday 9-950 proofs 10-1050 physics 12-1250 computer programming 2 - 250 Calc 4 Tuesday 11-1150 computer programming 3-445 statistics Wednesday 9-950 proofs 10-1050 physics 12-1250 computer programming 2 -250Calc 4 Thursday 9-11 - Physics Lab 11-1150 computer programming 3-445 statistics Friday 9-950 proofs 10-1050 physics 2- 250 Calc 4 So I'm taking Proofs, statistics, differential equations (not really calc 4 but after calc 3), computer programming, and engineering physics. Omg I would die. So if I can't take the class despite the conflict, I will have to take it at night, over the summer. THIS SUCKS!!!!! Say Anything

[08 Apr 2006|11:32am] You are the largest douche bag in the existance of the earth and are most likely the most highly respected candidate for douche bags everywhere. Say Anything

[05 Apr 2006|04:27pm] I have so much this week. AHHH. Yesterday I wrote a 5 page paper, did an assignment that was pretty short, and wrote 5 pages of my lab report. Today I have to finish the lab report and hopefully some of my physics homework. I have 2 tests on Friday, both of which I need to get a very good grade on cuz I need to pull that up. But on the other hand..I have some music events coming up which makes me very, very happy. Umphrey's McGee's new cd came out yesterday and it was so amazing. I am going to the gym as soon as I get out of work. I need to get my ass moving so that I can get some energy. 4/21 - 1:00 EarthFair - NYC 4/21 - CBGB's 5/5 - Electric Factory, Philly 5/6 - The Avalon, Boston 5/26-5/28 - Summer Camp in Chillicothe, Il 6/3-6/4 - Mountain Jam Festival 6/16-6/18 - Bonnaroo, Manchester TN 7/14-7/16 - All Good Festival, West Virginia 8/1 - my birthday! 8/4 - 8/6 - Lollapalooza, Chicago Il 8/17-8/20 - Gathering of the Vibes - Mariahville, NY 8/21 - 8/23 - beach 8/28 - classes begin. I've also decided where I'm applying! RIT, RPI, University of Chicago, SUNY buffalo, cornell, and suny albany are what i'm going for. Hopefully they'll be nice and give me some money :) 2 said what they meant | Say Anything

[04 Apr 2006|11:58am] You know how when someone dies that you know, you never really knew how much they meant to you...well this is kinda the same thing but it's weird just "deleting" a person out of your life. It's funny how the internet is so emotionless but it can still be something. I think it will be for the better anyway but still...it's just strange to think that someone that has entered your live will now be exiting, probably for forever. Say Anything

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